newjerseyhero: (kamala wondering)
Kamala Khan | Ms Marvel ([personal profile] newjerseyhero) wrote in [community profile] dear_player2016-06-06 08:15 am

On recent thoughts regarding Eudio

I just don't know, Mun. It feels like... like I'm not doing anything to help there. The city, or anyone, that is. It's not that I don't love being in a game, I do, I just... I don't know if I'm meant to be there or not. I doubt I've filled my incentive, anyway, what with the lack of physical affection coming from me.

Well, okay, so I hug and I hand-hold. But that's... I'm not doing enough, am I? And it's just obvious to me that certain things aren't...

But I've got great friends there, and I really love being able to interact with so many different people - caped and non caped. I'm learning so much, and now we can visit the different worlds and that will be amazing and...

Like I said. I don't know. It's confusion over here.
ikols: keeper of thought & memory (come odin)

[personal profile] ikols 2016-06-06 12:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Want me to rob the bank?

[ He could. Would for Kamala, at least, and is only half-joking. ]
ikols: y'know every person has got their needs (kill me baby ooo baby pls)

[personal profile] ikols 2016-06-06 01:00 pm (UTC)(link)
To spice up your dull as dregs lifestyle, but I appreciate how you said we all the same.
ikols: go into the night (run when the rhythm's right)

[personal profile] ikols 2016-06-06 01:28 pm (UTC)(link)
This, ah, isn't really like you. [ Oh no, did he break Ms. Marvel? Patting her on the head, ] Is this about not having a boyfriend?
ikols: your telepathy (maybe i'm missing)

[personal profile] ikols 2016-06-06 02:07 pm (UTC)(link)
You're supporting the routinely economic overhaul of a realm's energy reserves. I'd say you're doing more than enough.
ikols: this is my jammmm (pink panther should be playing)

[personal profile] ikols 2016-06-06 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
By letting them leech off your emotional state, same as everyone else. I know it feels like nothing, but you're actually giving up something very personal. That's impressive.
ikols: (hello bright eyes)

[personal profile] ikols 2016-06-06 02:31 pm (UTC)(link)
A lack of romantic investments? You've ample chance to make some.
ikols: AS YOU DO (just trying to norse it up a bit)

[personal profile] ikols 2016-06-07 01:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Where's that Bruno fella when you need him?
ikols: (up all night like this)

[personal profile] ikols 2016-06-07 03:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll kidnap him, then you can rush to his rescue and he'll fall in love with you all over again. Nothing can go wrong!

[personal profile] upcycled_iron 2016-06-06 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
If only we could get you Mr. Bitey in-game.

[personal profile] upcycled_iron 2016-06-07 05:47 pm (UTC)(link)
And he'd give you all the cuddles. Just make sure he doesn't get markers - he'll draw hearts on everybody.

[personal profile] upcycled_iron 2016-06-07 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
He also knows how to draw shooting stars and shamrocks. He's a versatile little guy. And it's weird seeing you not perky. I'm usually the one bringing the mood down, you know? So what's up?

[personal profile] upcycled_iron 2016-06-08 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
I will. He's just discovered the wonder of crayons with glitter in them, after all.

You're not useless. But maybe since our lives are so hectic most of the time you're not used to things being stable anymore? It happens once weird becomes normal.

[personal profile] upcycled_iron 2016-06-08 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I think between you, Pepper and Rhodey my living room is going to end up being nothing but coloring books and crayons. And I am so onboard with that.

Maybe that means you need to do something else. Switch it up, try new things? There are a lot of ways to help people, you know.

[personal profile] upcycled_iron 2016-06-08 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I let Mr. Bitey draw on the ceiling when I was nine. But he's afraid of falling, so that's a one-time deal.

...you could give people drawings. Works for our son, right?

[personal profile] upcycled_iron 2016-06-08 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, yeah. I mean, you've pulled me out of some pretty dark moods before just by talking things out and listening to me. You could do that for other people. In the immortal words of Fluttershy, 'Sometimes we all just need to be shown a little kindness.'
definingfuture: (Tony - I'm always telling the truth.)

[personal profile] definingfuture 2016-06-06 07:14 pm (UTC)(link)
You're way too young for an existential crisis. Shame on your mun for not telling you so.
definingfuture: (Tony - Things fall apart.)

[personal profile] definingfuture 2016-06-07 03:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sir? Good God.]

I'm sure you're doing fine, you know. You don't have to overthink it.
definingfuture: (Tony - I've got a great idea.)

[personal profile] definingfuture 2016-06-07 06:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, believe me, I know. But I'm sure that you're doing great where you are. Having heroes on hand makes any place better.

You don't have to fight giant robots and monsters to be doing enough. Doesn't mean you can't miss them, but you don't need them.
definingfuture: (Tony - You did what with the pole?)

[personal profile] definingfuture 2016-06-08 11:56 am (UTC)(link)
Doing what you're doing. Just like you.

[But he really does understand. The doubt eats at you.]

You're as good as any one of them.
definingfuture: (Tony - I'm always telling the truth.)

[personal profile] definingfuture 2016-06-08 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Just don't forget you're an Avenger, okay?